Over the Moon, by Lexie (2024)

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If I’m not your wife Let me know before the day is over If you want her, go and get her If I’m not your wife Let me know before the day is through If I’m not your wife, you’ll know I’m not the one for you If I’m not your wife, let it be If I’m not your wife then that’s how it’s supposed to be If I’m not your wife Let me know before I do the deed Cause I’m so tired, it’s been a long day And I don’t want to please tonight If I’m not your wife, let it be If I’m not your wife then that’s how it’s supposed to be You’re working nights, I'm working days Nothing seems to spark joy anymore It feels so far away, It feels so strange in your bed And my head is spinning round Cause I don’t know if I’m your wife If I’m not your wife I’m not your wife I’m not your wife Honey, let it be

2.

I don’t know how to feel, cause none of this feels real I always bite my tongue, I hold my breath, I cannot think I don’t like how this is, I’m on the edge when I should just feel free And I don’t know why this is but I avoid you all the time cause you scare me And I feel my heart drop and my mind starts racing I cannot breathe, my hands are shaking What’s wrong with me what’s up with this whole feeling Am I feeling something or is it anxiety Anxiety I don’t know what to say, cause I feel it either way But these are different days, and usually I see much more brighter days It’s usually more complex, there’s usually no concept And I don’t know like how this is cause I'm on the edge when I should just feel free And I feel my heart drop and my mind starts racing I cannot breathe my hands are shaking What’s wrong with me what’s up with this whole feeling am I feeling something or is it anxiety AnxietyIf there’s something you should know It’s like my only emotion Sometimes I feel it for days, it’s like a life devotion Im living anxietyLiving anxietyPlease love me and my anxiety

3.

I’ll go inside, no party to attendJust an event that I won’t forget, or I might Or I might Should I not try to remember, Or I will I feel better if I do Oh, I wish that I couldn’t remember All the things you put me through So I’ll fade away to Blueberry wine And drink 'til I don't rememberI’ll cry all of my regrets into your shoulder And pray to god I don’t remember Oh, baby blue, to blueberry wine My mind goes in, its a nightmare No wonder I never came back here Oh, the blood that spills through your fingers Oh god, does that picture linger to meOh I'm mad that you don’t remember The tears that dried on our faces I just hear your voice screaming at meOh, why don't you, why won't you rememberSo I’ll drink away the blueberry wine And drink 'til the night is overI’ll cry all of my regrets into your shoulder And pray to god I don’t remember Oh baby blue, to blueberry wine And you’re laughing at me while you look in despair Will you ever leave me alone And you think I’m a fool, and I find myself too But I know that you won't rememberOh, I’m more than I remember Oh, baby blueSo I’ll fade away to blueberry wine And drink til I don't rememberI’ll cry all of my regrets into your shoulder And pray to god I don’t remember Oh baby blue, to blueberry wine

4.

My mother told me to stay away Don’t let you stick, just take my pain Oh, I wake up to you And I’m better now But I could be happierCause I can’t have you I wish I was you when I’m alone Feels like home when the wind blows I wish I was you so I could survive Am I able to ride it out I find myself feeling free I don’t care what you thinkI don’t care how how you feelNo intention to kill, just a happier thrill And I could be happierBut I can’t have you I wish I was you when I’m alone Feels like home when the wind blows I wish I was you so I could survive Am I able to ride it out You’re the devils kiss upon my lips Oh, you’re the devils kiss upon my lipsI wish I was you when I’m alone Feels like home when the wind blows I wish I was you so I could survive Am I able to ride it out I wish I was you when I’m alone Feels like home when the wind blows I wish I was you so I could survive Am I able to ride it out I wish I was youWhen I’m alone Feels like home when the wind blows I wish I was you Am I able to ride it out (I wish I was you)

5.

I didn’t wanna be the bad guy, didn’t want to hold you back from your life Didn’t want to hold you down, give you shame, give you blame for being you But to fill your heart you had to let me go for a minute But to gain a piece of you, why did i give myself away I wanted you stay, why didn't you stayI wanted you to stay, why didn’t you stay Now I see your name in lights, but not the type of lights that i wanted to I wanted to have a family, start a life, have the life I dreamed with youIt’s been three long days and three long nights of crying hard and trying not to fight I almost let you go, but I didn’t want to lose you againAnd my heart is in your hands and you can squeeze all of the love out for yourself, and you knew that Yes, you knew that I wanted you to stay, why didn't you stay I wanted you to stay, why didn’t you stay Did you see it in my eyes For the first time when you said you’d let them in I didn’t want them in our bed, I didn’t want her touching your skin And then it ruined my lungs trying hard to breathe While you’ve been breathing smoke,Did you ever, did you ever, did you everThink of me I wanted you to stay, why didn't you stay I wanted you to stay, why didn't you stay I wanted you to stay, why didn't you stay I wanted you to stay, why didn't you stay

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I sit and sip on coffee and ask myself why Maybe this is selfish, maybe I seem wide I sit and think and wonder how could time fly You were just fine yesterday, you were just a little boyWe could never could say goodbye, we could never say goodbye And cheesy rhymes might not be right What am I to saySomeone took your precious life away And what are we to say What are we to say What are we to say The snow has finished falling down, and soon will start to melt But everything is here to stay, I hope that you're okayI sit and think and wonder how could time fly You were just fine yesterday, you were just a little boyShe could never could say goodbye, she could never say goodbye And cheesy rhymes might not be right What am I to say Someone took your precious life away And what are we to say What are we to say What are we to say I think I'll always look up to you just like I always have Although we weren't close at all, you are never far in mindThe rain pours on my window, and I know that this is rightI wasn’t write this song, but I think I will tonightAnd cheesy rhymes might not be right What am I to saySomeone took your precious life away And what are we to say What are we to say

8.

You were so different a year agoGrowing up faster and more than you knowEverything changes sometimes You held on harder than i could know Fighting for freedom and and fighting for hope Everything changes, baby you’re changing Just hold your head up high Don’t let them see you cry Just show the world your smile, everyone loves your smile Just keep on heading down your road Soon you will find your homeJust show the world you’re made of sugar And don’t let the world tear you down Don’t be afraid to open your eyesI know mornings are hard but I know you will riseYou’ll find the love right for you, you’ll find a love so true Don’t let thought of fate get in your head just follow your heart and you will make a mends of what you’re missing And baby you’re living Just hold your head up high Don’t let them see you cry Just show the world your smile, everyone loves your smile Just keep down your road Soon you will find your homeJust show the world you’re made of sugar And don’t let the world tear you down Tear you downDon't let the world tear you down Don't let the world tear you down Just hold your head up high Don’t let them see you cry Just show the world your smile, you should learn to love your smileJust keep heading down your road Soon you will find your homeJust show the world you’re made of sugar And don’t let the world tear you down

9.

I find myself looking for your car I find myself wondering how you are I find myself wishing for what could have been I find myself searching for what I was missing And now I’m sitting in a quiet room, trying to chase the thoughts of you But they just won’t go The days are getting easier being on my own But when I try to fall asleep I don’t know where to go I thought that it’d be easier by now Quit playing games with my heart, quit playing games with my headI truly hope that you meant every word you said I find myself sitting with butterfliesI wonder if you feel the same demise I'm finding the strength to just keep breathing I find myself thinking with too little meaning And now I’m sitting in a quiet room, trying to chase the thoughts of you But they just won’t go Sometimes I wish that you were here, but even if you were still near I’d feel so low The days are getting easier being on my own But when I try to fall asleep I don’t know where to go I thought that it’d be easier by now Quit playing games with my heart, quit playing games with my headI truly hope that you meant every word you said Cause now I’m sitting in a quiet room trying to chase the thoughts of you The days are getting easier being on my own But when I try to fall asleep I don’t know where to go I thought that it’d be easier by now Quit playing games with my heart, quit playing games with my headI truly hope that you meant every word you said

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Grew up in a little town with nothing here to do I’ll glaze away the sunny days and drink until it’s gone No one wants no understand and no one wants to hearExcept for those who listen, and I hope they always do We're so young, and we're so dead, we'll cry away and hang our heads The weight is on our shoulders and so is passing time Penny said to blossom cause you're wise beyond years And everything and anything in life will bring you tears Home is where your heart is and I know your heart ain't here So go and live your life somewhere, somewhere that isn't here No one gives a second chance, no one gives a second glance Everything is broken, and no one wants to change There’s so much inside we hold, only some will screamShe told me I could go somewhere, but where does somewhere mean Bring your friend, your only friend you're both damaged and wronged You'll grow and you can find something that wont keep bringing tears We're so young, and we're so dead, we'll cry away and hang our heads The weight is on our shoulders and so is passing time Penny said to blossom cause you're wise beyond years And everything and everything and in life will bring you tears Home is where your heart is and I know your heart ain't here So go and live your life somewhere, somewhere that isn't here Theres no one here for you to hold you back Run away, run while you still can Theres so much more for you to go and live and live away Live while you still can Penny said to move on cause I'm wise beyond my years And everything and anything in life will bring me tears Do what my little heart desires, do what lovers do And go and live in happiness, somewhere that isn't here

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You should know by now I’m not a fool, I might look stupid but I’m not like you Take the blame you know you had it good, you treated me badly but I’m over the ruse I hate you and all you put me through Cause you’re running like a coward, masculinity is fragile I hate youOh, I hate you and I will until the end Cause you’d treat me like an object, that’s how you saw this godsendI hate you I’m not the girl who needs it everyday, I only do it when I have a say I’m not the girl who puts her life on hold just to cater to you That’s what you thought I’d do I hate you and all you put me through Cause you’re running like a coward, masculinity is fragileI hate you Oh, I hate you and I will until the end Cause you’d treat me like an object that’s how you saw this godsendI hate you Oh, you’ve got eyes like daggers and your name is like the moon, and I'm trying really, really, really hard to forget you You’ve got eyes like daggers and I should have seen it coming, as I’m laying on the stage oh I should have went running I hate you and all you put me through Cause you’re running like a coward, masculinity is fragile, I hate you I hate you and I will until the end Cause you’d treat me like an object that’s how you saw this godsend I hate you Oh, I hate you Oh, I hate you Oh, I hate you

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One last time, one last run through your hair One last smell of your sweater, this hurts more than I rememberedOne last time, the hardest goodbye I don’t know what to say, honey why’d you let it fade Honey why'd you let it fade One last time, one last smile Looking in your tired eyes, oh it hurts more than you know Oh, I tried I hope you know I didn’t want to let you go, But it’s for the best I know Oh, it’s for the best I know All the words you said, they ran through my headBut they never came off your lips Every time I tried to say I love you you'd push me awayHoney whyHoney why'd you let it fadeThis hurts more than you could ever knowI held you in my arms every night, held you in my arms when you cried I’ve heard you snore, I’ve heard you laugh I’ve been through holes in the wall, I’ve seen the worst of it all I’ve seen the worst of it all